My 4 month old baby spent 4.5 days with the grandparents and she is a complete monster, they spoiled her and I’m paying for it. As wonderful and cute as my baby is she is really working my nerves :( I can’t think straight with all the crying, and whining. This has to be God testing my patience because this is the worst she has ever acted! I feel like I’m eating away at my emotions, I didn’t think I was an emotional eater but I might be. I’m afraid to get on the scale I’m sure, I’ve gained 5lbs back or at least that’s how I feel. To make matters worse my job (which is more like projects I do for a company and they pay me for each job) gave me 2 project that have been very tedious, they’ve consumed a lot of my time and that’s mainly because I have to go back and forth between baby and work all stinking day so I can’t concentrate.
Sigh, I’m just really frustrated and depressed right now, oh NEW YEARS can’t wait for you to get here! I’ll be starting my new workout plan, changing diet and doing a 10 day cleanse to start off my healthy ways.
EDIT: I weighed myself, I still weight 125 thankfully!
I’m packing! Heading to Missouri for about 5 days, but I will remember to eat healthy, I will also try to go walking. Anyways, so the other day I weighed myself and I was 124 lbs after eating :D I’m excited I’m finally losing some weight after being stuck at 126-125 lbs for weeks and I measured myself and I’ve lost about 2” as well which is always nice…eating smaller portions throughout the day and staying away from junk food yay me! Okay, okay got to go need to start packing leave in a couple hours!